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by Sibylle Fendt
They had spent their entire life together traveling around Europe in a mobile home.
In summer 2008, Lothar Gärtner decided to venture on one last journey with his wife,
Elke. Two years earlier, Elke has been diagnosed with dementia. Lothar wanted to
care for her in their home for as long as possible, to accompany her on her way.
Sibylle Fendt initially photographed Lothar and Elke at home before joining the
couple on their last journey through Poland, Lithuania, Latvia and Estonia, all the
way to St. Petersburg. In discreet and yet intimate photographs, Fendt tells a love
story of growing apart, finding each other again, and then disappearing.
The photographs, though taken on the road, are not documents of the trip but
symbols for a journey into unknown territory.
At the river Nemunas, Lithuania © Sibylle Fendt
Caféin St. Petersburg, Russia © Sibylle Fendt
Birch forest, Harsz, Poland © Sibylle Fendt
Camping site, Harsz, Poland © Sibylle Fendt
Camping site, Kuressaare, Isle Saaremaa, Estonia © Sibylle Fendt
Inside Camper © Sibylle Fendt
Camping site in the national park Ankstaitijos, Lithuania © Sibylle Fendt
Hermitage, Saint Petersburg, Russia © Sibylle Fendt
Street near the river Daugava, Latvia © Sibylle Fendt
I want you to be © Sibylle Fendt
And so the two Gärtners set out on their last journey together. Courageous indeed, but also upsetting. / Husband and mobile
home become the last anchors of stability in this woman‘s life. / He holds her tight. And long after she has lost the ability to
speak, she writes down a simple sentence on a notepad. A note that is presumably addressed to him. The sentence is repeated
three times:
I want you to be.
We rarely hear about the kind of love that is evident in these pictures. It is very well observed whilst avoiding sentimentality. It has
an element of everyday love about it, but at the same time it is also something very special. And that is when we think, this is
how things might be and this is real.
–Zoltán Jókay